The Question I'm Asking Now.

What do I need to do so that, at the end, I feel I have led a fulfilled life?

Our children are leaving the nest. My body is slowing down. Retirement is yet 10 years away.

How do I want these middle years to play out? How much control do I really have over it all? I feel as if I move from one urgency to another. Other people still have first call on my time and energy. How do I say no, this is my time?

I have no answers, yet.